If it is said that the cry when the newborn is born is because of entering a strange world to him, then the hesitation and anxiety of adolescence must also be derived from a spiritual strangeness. What attracts our attention in childhood is the inevitability of the material and the body, but in the adolescent stage when the self and the spirit are gradually germinating, the world suddenly becomes three-dimensional, and we gradually establish the meaning of time, the past, and the future, but we have no way of knowing it.
Whether what we perceive is similar to what is real. popular database Anxiety is the process of life's struggle in thriving, as the cell growth is a metaphor for disintegration and separation. Therefore, reading at this time plays a role of anxiety sustenance and placebo. "Reading provided a possibility of imagination and adventure in the oppressive era of the past," Cai Shiping said. The "Family Changes" he read in his freshman year in high school is an example. That reading experience made him understand the power contained in words. "
The author uses a unique style and arrogant language to tell the son's betrayal of his father, especially in the authoritarian and conservative era, many values were regarded as self-evident and unquestionable at the time, but the author was able to express The parent-child relationship and Confucian ethics will be challenged.” Facing the huge value system, the unrepentant spirit was full of shock to him at that time.